What Happened To Me In 2010, Download of Spiritual Energy, Military Helicopters..

[Dre_87]

This is something that happened to me on February 21st, of 2010. It was absolutely life changing and indescribable and crazy. I was 22 at the time that the event happened, but several years before that when I was 18 I met this guy Sheldon at a community college, we met in a philosophy class of all places. He was in the army and was in Iraq, and we started talking. He was about 26 at the time. He was doing these martial arts and started training me in some of it. he did like Jeet Kune Do and QiGong. Then after that I didn't see him much for like several years . But several years after that it's gonna sound really crazy but he actually developed powerful energy work abilities.

He gave me a series of these energetic downloads. At first they were pretty mild and I didn't really feel much, but then there was the big one. I was also completely sober during this whole thing except for smoking cigarettes. I went to his house that night, and I sat in a chair, and he waved his hands over me and waved this big crystal over me. He then put his two fingers like an inch from my forehead, and it felt like he was like reaching into my brain and moving it around with his fingers. This download apparently came from some spiritual or interdimensional beings, and he said that he had been instructed to open my third eye up all the way. He waved his hands some more over me and it felt like he was microwaving my brain, and I started to get a slight headache. After that it was insane, we both went into seizures, but came out of them. What I felt was indescribable.

About 45 minutes after that, we were in his backyard and no joke a military helicopter flies towards us, and turns on a spotlight directly onto both of us as it flew overhead. The spotlight wasn't on, and it turned it on directly onto us as it flew overhead. It had three pill-capsule shaped lights on the front of it, but they were laid out horizontally in the shape of a triangle, with a white blinking tail light. It definitely wasn't a police helicopter.
I saw Sheldon kind of start to lose his cool for a bit, I was kind of freaking out, I was thinking are there like SWAT teams outside the house ready to take us down right now or something? But there weren't it was fine.

The download came in phases and waves, and eventually I was able to drive home. The next day started off normal enough after I got some sleep. I was living with my parents, and I was like 'Oh my god oh my god all this conspiracy stuff is real spiritual stuff is real wtf'..Later that night things started to ramp right up again and get alot more intense. Some of it was cool, it was awesome at first, I felt this euphoria, I felt like my brain worked in ways it never worked before. I felt like some sort of genius. It's like I would ask my mind a question, and all these answers were coming in. I tried to write some of it down but things were starting to get crazy. I saw some more strange aircraft in the backyard like a UFO or something just sitting hovering there,
but I don't know.

Another thing that happened was that my parents had bought lottery tickets, and I was afraid that we would actually WIN the lottery, because it seemed completely possible that we could win right now, and I don't know if I would've been able to handle that right now. I felt like I was shifting through parallel dimensions of reality, and that nothing is an accident really and even the air conditioner turning on at a particular moment meant something.
Some of what proceeded was like an intense drug trip, to describe it somehow. I saw a purple haze being projected over my vision. And if I looked harder it looked like it was made up of eyes or alien faces or something..

This download was very intense and I think what started to then happen was my body was having a hard time handling it. I was having seizures on the floor, I had a fever, and I thought I was going to die. I was very scared and didn't know how long this would last or what the result would be. I also felt like my 'self' was being erased from existence, maybe an ego death so to speak. Getting sleep would've actually been the best thing to do to integrate this download into my body, but that was the last thing I was able to do. Eventually after a couple of days I was fine..

I don't pretend to be some spiritual guru who has a bunch of answers, and I don't really see the world in a 'new age' type of way, I think the world is incredibly fucked up..but what I know for sure is, that there's a spiritual reality that exists, and the people in that military helicopter, or the people they work for don't want the public to be knowing about this stuff..It was like a 'black' helicopter of the New World Order, probably had some sort of electromagnetic sensors that detected all of the energy we were putting out and it went to go investigate.

Unfortunately my life had later taken a turn for total shit. I was given court-ordered antipsychotic injections for several years
and got into trouble with the law. My spiritual sensory abilities are now gone for the most part.
I sometimes do hard drugs to stay sane. I was not ready to live in this society..I hope me telling this account helps to reach some people out there.
Let me know what you think..

[Namremahs]

I’ve had some weird and similar energetic/spiritual/supernatural things happening to me.
Not gonna go into detail about it. But it has likenesses to your experience.
The short story I will make is: I had dark energies cling to me (demons?)... and they drained me for a long time. My life was miserable, depressed, suicidal and everything went to shite and darkness.
After having this (Darkness) with me for about 20 years, I ‘hit rock bottom’... and was more dead than alive.
Now, around 8 years later, I’m back to being the person I was before... before these energies started sucking out my soul.
No drugs have helped me on the way, medical or other. No therapies or The Rapist have done much good.
I wish I could give you the key to break free...coz I wouldn’t want anyone to go through my hell... and not for you to go through yours.
But the only advice I have is, Positive thinking, release your anger and hate...
For me it’s been a struggle, an ongoing battle to this day. But I have no doubt, I will never go back to the darkness.

It wasn’t an option for me in the beginning of my ‘recovery’...but I’ve found out later on, that (spiritual) praying helps.
And laughing is a medicine I use every day.
In the beginning I had to trick myself into a positive state... Forcing myself to be glad, and find light in (small) things around me...
but once you can find some light, you hold on to it...and it will get stronger and eventually the darkness will lose power.

Jeez... apologies if I didn’t make sense..
I don’t really know how I broke free, but at some point I had an awakening and somehow decided that I don’t have time for this shit anymore.

Instead of trying to explain things I can’t...
...I will pray for you, and try to send some positive and good energy to you.

[garrettabc]

I never had any of those interesting experiences, but thanks for sharing.

[SeeD_Command]

Sounds an awful lot like my own awakening, though nobody (intentionally) helped me and it took place when I was 16. I've also witnessed Blackhawks flying over my house when I lived in Seneca Falls and even had some fly directly over at low altitude when I installing a stash in the deep woods. As if their entire purpose was to let me know that they knew, though I was never spot-lighted.

The feeling of euphoria and being able to ask a question and receive detailed answers is because you 'let go', for lack of a better term and have learned to trust your intuition (i.e. woken up). Intuition simply being a fancy word describing unconscious communication with the collective conscience or what others simply call the 'field'. This state of being should be cherished and you should strive to keep this channel open, though I imagine the express purpose of the injections is to close this channel of spiritual communication. I would rather die than give it up. Also, if you must do hard drugs to feel alive then at least do natural drugs like mushrooms, salvia, yage, weed, cactus (as some have mentioned here); not human made chemical and/or synthetic compounds.

[Dre_87]

Sounds an awful lot like my own awakening, though nobody (intentionally) helped me and it took place when I was 16. I've also witnessed Blackhawks flying over my house when I lived in Seneca Falls and even had some fly directly over at low altitude when I installing a stash in the deep woods. As if their entire purpose was to let me know that they knew, though I was never spot-lighted.

The feeling of euphoria and being able to ask a question and receive detailed answers is because you 'let go', for lack of a better term and have learned to trust your intuition (i.e. woken up). Intuition simply being a fancy word describing unconscious communication with the collective conscience or what others simply call the 'field'. This state of being should be cherished and you should strive to keep this channel open, though I imagine the express purpose of the injections is to close this channel of spiritual communication. I would rather die than give it up. Also, if you must do hard drugs to feel alive then at least do natural drugs like mushrooms, salvia, yage, weed, cactus (as some have mentioned here); not human made chemical and/or synthetic compounds.

That whole experience was like seeing the 'Matrix' for real, full on Red Pill..I've been wanting to smoke DMT again if I can find some.

[Dre_87]

Can you imagine if downloads like this were a common thing? This kind of stuff is high level spiritual and occult knowledge and they're trying to keep it from us..

[Frankly[Me]]

From my own personal experience of having had several episodes, and my background in the medical field as a USArmy nurse in my 20's and now medical researcher for the last 30 years, and having experience working with others who have gone through this type of experience, (also keep in mind that I am not a dr. and this is not a diagnosis), what you describe sounds very much like psychosis brought on by mania usually. Psychosis is not the same thing as psychotic so I'm not saying you're psychotic. In my experience having had these episodes it is as if you think a question and the answer is already there. When I came out of psychosis, however, I could never remember the profound things I learned when I was in there. I never wanted to come out it was beautiful; it was it was connection to the degree that no one can really understand unless they've been there. A connection to all humanity and every living thing. I had no fear, no worry, no pain even, I just had a sense of awe and curiosity and excitement. I tried to journal the things that I learned while I was in psychosis and I tried to tell people what I was experiencing and what I knew when I was in psychosis they could not understand what I said. When I talked about the questions I had answers to while in psychosis the person I was talking to could not understand my words, and later when out of psychosis I couldn't read what I wrote neither could anyone else. My son's friend, who we had known since his very early teen years, came to live with us when he was 23 and although I had worked with people who have gone through this, I had not been in a position to observe them in a state of psychosis only discuss their experience later. My son's friend went through 2 episodes while he lived with us and He also tried to tell me what profound questions of the universe he had instant understanding of, he even wrote it down and drew pictures and tried to explain what he knew but his words were all garbled and his writing and pictures didn't make sense to me while I was not in psychosis. It's like knowing everything but not in a know it all kind of way but rather a humbling inner knowing of all that is. It's like being connected to everything and everyone all at once. I loved just feeling that that sense of curiosity and wonderment. There was a point during one of his episodes where I'm certain he could see, feel or read my thoughts, its a long story but for another day, he saw my mind pictures I'm sure of it. there is a video on YouTube about psychosis or is it spiritual enlightenment or mental illness or spiritual enlightenment, I don't recall the name exactly but my point is that psychosis feels closer to the Creator than anything else I have ever experienced. Thank you for sharing.

[Dre_87]

From my own personal experience of having had several episodes, and my background in the medical field as a USArmy nurse in my 20's and now medical researcher for the last 30 years, and having experience working with others who have gone through this type of experience, (also keep in mind that I am not a dr. and this is not a diagnosis), what you describe sounds very much like psychosis brought on by mania usually. Psychosis is not the same thing as psychotic so I'm not saying you're psychotic. In my experience having had these episodes it is as if you think a question and the answer is already there. When I came out of psychosis, however, I could never remember the profound things I learned when I was in there. I never wanted to come out it was beautiful; it was it was connection to the degree that no one can really understand unless they've been there. A connection to all humanity and every living thing. I had no fear, no worry, no pain even, I just had a sense of awe and curiosity and excitement. I tried to journal the things that I learned while I was in psychosis and I tried to tell people what I was experiencing and what I knew when I was in psychosis they could not understand what I said. When I talked about the questions I had answers to while in psychosis the person I was talking to could not understand my words, and later when out of psychosis I couldn't read what I wrote neither could anyone else. My son's friend, who we had known since his very early teen years, came to live with us when he was 23 and although I had worked with people who have gone through this, I had not been in a position to observe them in a state of psychosis only discuss their experience later. My son's friend went through 2 episodes while he lived with us and He also tried to tell me what profound questions of the universe he had instant understanding of, he even wrote it down and drew pictures and tried to explain what he knew but his words were all garbled and his writing and pictures didn't make sense to me while I was not in psychosis. It's like knowing everything but not in a know it all kind of way but rather a humbling inner knowing of all that is. It's like being connected to everything and everyone all at once. I loved just feeling that that sense of curiosity and wonderment. There was a point during one of his episodes where I'm certain he could see, feel or read my thoughts, its a long story but for another day, he saw my mind pictures I'm sure of it. there is a video on YouTube about psychosis or is it spiritual enlightenment or mental illness or spiritual enlightenment, I don't recall the name exactly but my point is that psychosis feels closer to the Creator than anything else I have ever experienced. Thank you for sharing.

Nah man, we don't do psychiatric bullshit over here, that is the Industry of Death..I have had personal experience with them..they are some of the biggest pieces of shit that you've ever met, they are also some of the biggest brainwashed automatons too..Never identify with any of their stupid 'diagnosis' that they pulled out of their ass, it is very disempowering, and in fact, with them, with those people and everything they do, it might be even worse than we thought..

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