And my recovery from this experience IS one of the biggest reasons I saw right through the scamdemic.
If you have experienced this, you will find that there are very few people to talk to about this subject.
Unfortunately this is also whats being done to all of us by this evil cult.
Everyone is experiencing this abuse right now.
Most of the sheep are experiencing cognitive dissonance...turning them into narcissists with fear and shame.
I also hear people mix these two words up all of the time without understanding them.
Empathic and em-pathetic.
Empathic, when you are in control of your emotions and behavior.
You are aware and can feel the energy emotions and behavior of others,
without letting it effect your emotions and behavior.
To be able to discern what is right and wrong, good or bad actions and behavior.
This is when you are standing in your power.
Your energy field is being protected like a force field, and will grow and connect with others in a positive vibration.
You create your own path and walk forward.
And Em-pathetic...when you allow someone else's emotions and behaviors to effect how you feel and behave.
You give your power away. Your energetic field attracts predators, you are easy prey for narcisissists.
You stumble off your path, and get sucked into their dark places.
I feel like sharing some videos that I have found that have been very helpful to me. Maybe they will help someone else too.
I ask that if you participate in this discussion, please keep in mind that the abuse is very real.
And everyone is at their own place in their recovery.
I also like and trust
Dr. Ramani
Dr. Carter
and Narc Survivor on youtube is pretty great too.
But keep in mind, most of these people are survivors of the narcissistic abuse themselves, and they are healing too.
When you have healed from the abuse, you don't need these videos anymore

But if you listen to any of them, and if it feels like a breath of fresh air when they are describing exactly what you are are or have been experiencing....
then it might be time to make some changes in your life.
The only cure to Narcissistic Abuse is "NO CONTACT!"
You can go grey rock if you have to get by, but it won't get better until you have "NO CONTACT!"