Hi all,
I hope you are all managing and wading through all the BS and working towards a better version of yourselves, as well as a better 'personal reality'. I thought the following by Jason Breshears was quite interesting. This personally resonated, particularly trying to 'straddle two Worlds', the 'old and the new'. I have been having a few examples of what Jason is talking about here, 'not being able to live in two worlds at the same time';
Things not going smoothly? Maybe you are out of resonance
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Been Especially Feeling it in the Last Few Months.
Retrogrades, Nexrad Low Frequency Bombardments and Constant Chems have made for a General Malaise and Anxiety Background Permeating the Ocean we are Swimming in.
As I Live Alone, I had No Reference Points and was Struggling to Keep my Head Above the Depression.
Poor Sleep, Despite Practices, Waking Tired, No Inspiration or Energy.
The 'Head Committee' Growling 'What's the Point in the Background.
People Losing their Shit All Around and Gorging on Negativity and Blame.
Nearly Every Task I Set to Accomplish, Required at Least 3 Goes to Make it 'Stick'
It got to the point of Ridiculousness in some cases...
Beyond Frustrating and i Started to Think I Had an 'Entity Attachment' or Murphy had Moved in Permanently!
Juxtapositioned with my Awareness of the Importance of Maintaining a Positive Head and Heart Space, it Became Exhausting.
This Vid Resonated with me as Well when I saw it BF.
Then I had Contact with some Friends in Different parts of the World, who were Experiencing the Same Thing.
Sort of Eased me a bit.
Staying Focussed and True to Self and Purpose and Not getting Deflected by Others Agendas, is Tantamount.
Strengthening the Trust in my Inner Gnosis.
The People and Things that are Detrimental are Naturally Falling Away Now.
Or at Least Becoming Blatantly Obvious that They Need to be Cut Loose.
No Time for Vampires...
No Judgement, just 'See Ya!'
Go in Peace.
It's a Narrow, Lonely Path.
Grateful for the Conscious Murder of Crows that Flock Here...


Retrogrades, Nexrad Low Frequency Bombardments and Constant Chems have made for a General Malaise and Anxiety Background Permeating the Ocean we are Swimming in.
As I Live Alone, I had No Reference Points and was Struggling to Keep my Head Above the Depression.
Poor Sleep, Despite Practices, Waking Tired, No Inspiration or Energy.
The 'Head Committee' Growling 'What's the Point in the Background.
People Losing their Shit All Around and Gorging on Negativity and Blame.
Nearly Every Task I Set to Accomplish, Required at Least 3 Goes to Make it 'Stick'
It got to the point of Ridiculousness in some cases...
Beyond Frustrating and i Started to Think I Had an 'Entity Attachment' or Murphy had Moved in Permanently!
Juxtapositioned with my Awareness of the Importance of Maintaining a Positive Head and Heart Space, it Became Exhausting.
This Vid Resonated with me as Well when I saw it BF.
Then I had Contact with some Friends in Different parts of the World, who were Experiencing the Same Thing.
Sort of Eased me a bit.
Staying Focussed and True to Self and Purpose and Not getting Deflected by Others Agendas, is Tantamount.
Strengthening the Trust in my Inner Gnosis.
The People and Things that are Detrimental are Naturally Falling Away Now.
Or at Least Becoming Blatantly Obvious that They Need to be Cut Loose.
No Time for Vampires...
No Judgement, just 'See Ya!'
Go in Peace.
It's a Narrow, Lonely Path.
Grateful for the Conscious Murder of Crows that Flock Here...
We Are More Than We Realise...



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Re: Things not going smoothly? Maybe you are out of resonance
I have been funny too last few months. though the new apnea mask (and better AHI figures) has helped with that over the top tiredness. yes, too , letting go of essentially the last non octogenarian people I have had any contact with. seems they would hate people who they know in the back of their normy heads are correct, how to go on not looking (poem at school).
used to be a hermit, apart from Last Man On Earth, I do not have a name for it yet.
perhaps The Martian (movie) with better supplies and no rescue crew.
REM end of the world as I knew it (though I was always half way to here)
and I feel fine. Christianity seems essential now to not turn into a hater/victim/negativiser (or at least recognise it at all times and hope to be better at avoiding it)
though depending on how I hang the hydrocele, worry for the world, despondency for what has just taken place (the jabs esp, the children esp. esp. ) .. the suspenders are killing me.
i feel a large part of me is going over to the dark side, hoping the jabbed die soon. I say I hope I am wrong, but do I mean it? OTOH the normies are such a pain and obstacle, and frankly, dangerous.
used to be a hermit, apart from Last Man On Earth, I do not have a name for it yet.
perhaps The Martian (movie) with better supplies and no rescue crew.
REM end of the world as I knew it (though I was always half way to here)
and I feel fine. Christianity seems essential now to not turn into a hater/victim/negativiser (or at least recognise it at all times and hope to be better at avoiding it)
though depending on how I hang the hydrocele, worry for the world, despondency for what has just taken place (the jabs esp, the children esp. esp. ) .. the suspenders are killing me.
i feel a large part of me is going over to the dark side, hoping the jabbed die soon. I say I hope I am wrong, but do I mean it? OTOH the normies are such a pain and obstacle, and frankly, dangerous.
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Yes, it is a lonely path at times mate, and certainly it is only for true 'Warriors'. The thing is, the loneliness and isolation brings up much pain and turmoil, and it is truly brutal going at times. The hardest part for me is that I know the value of good and deep conversations, they really replenish my Soul. There are some things that you need others for.Boadicea wrote: βWed Dec 28, 2022 8:53 pm Been Especially Feeling it in the Last Few Months.
Retrogrades, Nexrad Low Frequency Bombardments and Constant Chems have made for a General Malaise and Anxiety Background Permeating the Ocean we are Swimming in.
As I Live Alone, I had No Reference Points and was Struggling to Keep my Head Above the Depression.
Poor Sleep, Despite Practices, Waking Tired, No Inspiration or Energy.
The 'Head Committee' Growling 'What's the Point in the Background.
People Losing their Shit All Around and Gorging on Negativity and Blame.
Nearly Every Task I Set to Accomplish, Required at Least 3 Goes to Make it 'Stick'
It got to the point of Ridiculousness in some cases...
Beyond Frustrating and i Started to Think I Had an 'Entity Attachment' or Murphy had Moved in Permanently!
Juxtapositioned with my Awareness of the Importance of Maintaining a Positive Head and Heart Space, it Became Exhausting.
This Vid Resonated with me as Well when I saw it BF.
Then I had Contact with some Friends in Different parts of the World, who were Experiencing the Same Thing.
Sort of Eased me a bit.
Staying Focussed and True to Self and Purpose and Not getting Deflected by Others Agendas, is Tantamount.
Strengthening the Trust in my Inner Gnosis.
The People and Things that are Detrimental are Naturally Falling Away Now.
Or at Least Becoming Blatantly Obvious that They Need to be Cut Loose.
No Time for Vampires...
No Judgement, just 'See Ya!'
Go in Peace.
It's a Narrow, Lonely Path.
Grateful for the Conscious Murder of Crows that Flock Here...![]()
But by the same token, there are things you can only do alone. The last year has been one of great healing for me, partly due to the isolation; much shadow work being healed. I feel I am coming out the other side now, with renewed optimism, faith, confidence, and perhaps more importantly given the World and nature of reality - FREEDOM. I wish you well my 'fellow Warrior'.
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Thank You BF...
Truly Your Kind Words and Thoughts, mean a Lot to me...
We Are More Than We Realise...



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