I am Sorry About Your Family Mazz.
So Many are Alone and the Division has been Traumatic.
I Gamed from the Inception up until about 15 years ago.
As I have said here, the last ones being Journey and Abzu.
Tomb Raider and Soul Reaver, Assasin's Creed as I Enjoyed Adventure and Puzzle Solving.
Shoot 'Em Ups...Nah Not Interested in DARPA Cannon Fodder Training.
I'd Burned all that Time in a Virtual World when There was a 3D one to Unravel.
Yes it was Enjoyable but I have a Nephew that is Lost to it.
Sleeps all Day and Games Online all Night.
He's the Size of a House and Beyond unhealthy.
Breaks my Heart...
I Get Information Downloads and Intuition Constantly and the More I Exercise that Trust in it and Act on it the Clearer and Stronger it becomes.
This is an Inherent Facility in Human Beings that has been Intentionally Hi-Jacked and Smothered by the Parasites.
Food, Air, Water, Indoctrination, TV etc...
Good that Something you saw or Heard Via Q Prevented you from Taking the Injektion.
COINTEL Works by Inserting Partial Truths into a Leading Narrative to Cul de Sac and Ensnare you.
I Know I Have Learned my Greatest Lessons from my Perceived Enemies.
Still Doesn't Mean I Trust Them and Invite them Back in my Life.
All Things can be of Benefit but it would be a Mistake to go up to a Sign that Points the Direction and Pitch Your Tent thinking that's the Destination.
Anyway, whatever you Resonate with just Use Discernment as You Know they Play Both Sides of the Game to Con-Troll it.
Take Care Brother...